An epiphany can be described as a moment of self-realization or discovery that enlightens or reveals the person’s character. ...........life is a journey, some of us are blessed with long journeys , and through those journeys we find treasures sometimes they are physical treasures and others are treasures of wisdom. Life's lessons , the ones we learn from are how we gain wisdom- a treasure that will help you get through life. It is true what they- sometimes in life if we just sit still the answer is usually right in front of us and the best way to deal with things is just to face them . Break ups are hard, letting people go in general is hard. We get so use to them being around or just knowing they are there.In my recent time I lost my first love and cut off ALOT of friends. Though things dont always happen by choice its still hard and "why" should be the word to avoid whenever going through change - it wont always be something we understand . I 'm not one who does well with change- it took me back - i wanted to find who i am without these people-acting outside my norm - hear i am putting up this exterior to block off pain and reality of what i need to face . im going here and there saying this and that- having fun in the process but not fulfilling fun -is this me , where am i - was i myself with them or am i myself now ?hmmmm- how can one person analyze them self so much i ask ?It sounds cliche to say "people are put in your life for a season "- i was never fond of that expression -i think we allow people in our lives , they aren't necessarily "put there"-it sounds as if they fell out the sky or popped out of no where- i believe we all have an idea in mind of the type of person we want to be , the things we want to do in life , but then alot of us encounter self battles and making choices of right from wrong - society has its standards along with the church - by the looks of things today society often wins-at one point in time, even recently you can say acceptance has always been something to me - i never went off the limb but i put myself in many compromising situations - to avoid the pain i felt internally, rejection, and reality. Step one to being a successful and content individual is to be 100% comfortable being you and the things you do and stand for -my motivation now is growth for a better me - learn to love yourself more , the more respect you gain from others , rejection probably wont phase you as bad or maybe not at all or as often , loving yourself more will show how much the person who falls in love with you loves you . People put themselves in situations where they are at struggle in some form- alot of times things happen out of our control but alot of things can be prevented within our control as well.it doesnt hurt as much to be alone or without as many friends -its giving me time to do what i need to for me,to live for me outside of what everyone else expects or wants, to prepare for better people and better opportunities .the bitter taste is finally leaving my mouth. True friends in life and a true love will treat you how you deserve to be treated, u cant trust everybody, you cant let everybody in or keep letting them back in (even if intentions seem good) , the ones who give you time and are there through the toughest will last for the longest -no things are not gonna always be peaches and creme - but they shouldnt be hell most of the time either - dont settle - you only have one life to live- get fulfillment out of life on your terms -if not the first time around maybe the 2nd ,3rd,till you are fulfillled. dont let things around you or things you are going through mold you - but create yourself .
First step take a deep breath you dont need a reason why
You can take time, you can walk, run, dive
Close call you think you might fall but all you have to do is try
Even angels even angels learn to fly(fantasia)
- there is no rush in creating you , no pressure in being you -only everlasting fulfillment when you remain loyal to yourself
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